I just feel like a dead person reading thru my lecture notes for my Language and Cognitive Processes module. Really regretted taking it. My mind feels so hollow. Everything just seems to be scattered all over the place. I'm going to meet the lecturer tmr for some revision lecture which eventually turned into an informal discussion session due to the low expected attendance.

There are times like this when I feel so unhappy abt everything. My future will be bleak and lonely. My elan vital is seeping away and I feel so weak. I'm not interested in anything. My parents have failed me. I hate the stultifying room where I study. I hate it when my silence is disturbed. I dunno wad music to play. All seem boring. My breathing is not good. I'm staring into space.